When I saw my apartment I was horrified. Nothing is ever as good as they make it seem online. I hid in the pantry and cried while my kids, neighbors, and members of our new church ward started to unload the moving van. In hind sight it wasn't all the apartment. It was a lot of it but it was like I was at that point, there's no turning back. Once everything was off the truck I couldn't run home to Indiana. Not that I wanted to.
It is going to be hard starting a new life. I can do it but tough.